> about myself & why i behave like i do

my name is Noemi. i've been born on the 23rd of September in 2004. i never really thought about writing something on this silly website
but i feel like doing it so that anyone that gets to find out about me has a slight idea of what i am.

ever since growing up i've constantly been bullied in any school i went to and always had issues with myself.
i still dont know to this day what i did in my life to deserve getting bullied for about 10 consecutive years.
since i've been around 12 or 13 years old i've had beginning thoughts of how my life would've went if i was born a girl.

well, that's where i am now. after around 6 years i decided to get psycho-therapy and it led to being who i am today.
even though it helped i was still feeling like i'm missing something. and that something was getting hrt.

at around 18 or 19 years old i got my first experiences with polyamorous relationships, which have kind of made me into what i am today.
that experience has formed me into a girl that doesn't always behave like a girl. infact, i react to clicker noises and behave like a puppy towards my partners.
you could basically say, that i was "puppy brainwashed". and yes, it's still sticking to me to this day. but honestly? i can't complain :)
i'm getting a lot of attention and affection by people around me (that know about this) and i'm glad to be able to express myself in this kind of way towards my partners and friends.

i don't really have anything to say for now, other than that i'm happy to finally having finished school at almost 21 years old.
i would love to mention my friends and partners here, but i doubt they would want to be included on this silly small site of mine xd
this is all i have to say for now. if you have read up to this part maybe shoot me a dm from time to time to check in on me, as i might be a bit sad or depressed.

my username on discord is nyoemii, but you can also find me on twitter or github
PEACE OUT!